Just had to say

that when i was bathing just now
when the icy water woke up my skin
and suddenly got me so
so sensitive to what i've been doing
with my life
and made me realise

that i always wanted a friend
which i never had.
someone i could call up
and say let's hit the beach,
and end up lying under the sun
on the sand, looking to nothing much,
just the sea and what's unseen beyond
together,

without a word, and still feel,
just a nice silence that
can clear up the mess,
which i go back to
thereafter.

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